I don't know why but i feel like im living one big lie at least when im around certain people i love you with every part of me but please baby don't ask me why i can't explain it there are no words or explanations i don't know why i love you or when i started loving you but i know i do now im not sure if i could still see myself with you in a year or two i try not to think like that every other time i have it seems to have jeopardized the relationship i know you're heart has been broken many times before but don't you know that mine has as well? im afraid to get close to you and let you know whats really in my heart but i don't want to push you away and i don't want to wind up hurt again im really messed up and confused im sorry thats how i am then again you're confused as well maybe neither one of us is ready for a relationship at least with eachother maybe you should get back together with your ex it would definetely kill me but it might be all for the better i don't want to hurt you and i know you don't want to hurt me i just don't know what to do everythings so confusing whatever happens just know that ill always love you babe.
november 8, 2004
I may look cute, sweet, and innocent but don't let that fool you. I DO game, I AM a nerd, I AM a geek, and I WILL kick your butt. I am very dangerous and deadly so don't cross me. Consider this your warning
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