Confused

i'm really messed up and really confused. i thought everything was going fine until earlier this week, you became so distant. now, i really need to know if its true. now, i'm not so sure that you still want me. tow, you've made me so confused that i don't know what to do when you were around, life was great i swear/ you made me warm when i was cold. when you were near, i couldn't tell you this, but you were the one who made everything see so right, who made me feel like i was really loved. who kept me company on those long Tuesday nights but now im hearing that you have told my "brother" 2 weeks ago that you waqnt to break up with me so you asked him to ask me out even though im still with you really i just don't get it what did i do to deserve this? is it something i said or did? something that you have said or done? just that you don't love me anymore? or is it that you just want to be friends? really, i'd like to know. i feel i have a right to know why you are doing this when it's messing up my insides. it hurts me inside that you can't tell me yourself i understand that you don't really want to hurt me but can't you see? by doing this you, are hurting me more than you ever would if you just broke up with me. i need to know your reasons, your thoughts, your feelings, and everything else. i want to try and work this out between you and me. i just don't want to be left in the dark. don't i have a right to know exactly why you feel this way? so even if i never get to say this no matter what happens i love you. i don't care if we break up because you are the one guy that i really, truly care about and nothing is going to change that so babe just remember that no matter what has happened wheteher or not we've broken up or are not speaking, ill still say "i love you" that, i think, is honestly true love that never ends so babe just remember from now till forever always i love you