Cry For Help

I wish I knew what I could do I want to be yours 
But times like this when she is here I don't feel like I am yours. 
Last night I didn't either. 
All I wanted was to curl around your legs for comfort 
And so I could get some sleep. 
But I guess I can ever forget that when she's here 
I had these horrible nightmares all night and they wouldn't stop 
I was so scared 
And you were nowhere around. 
You don't even seem to care if I do anything right now. 
The only thing you care about is if I'm driving with my knife. 
Well guess what I'm gonna I'm feeling dangerous right now. 
Theres nothing you can do. 
I don't see any real purpose anymore to living 
Its not worth the heartache day in and day out 
I wish there was an off button 
That I could turn these feelings off 
And just not care anymore 
Maybe it would help. 
This is my cry for help 
But I don't think anyone's listening anymore. 
Nov. 1, 2008 
April Marie 
"My heart is yours to fill or burst, To break or bury, Or wear as jewelry. Whichever you prefer." "I'm afraid your kiss might kill me, so won't you kill me" -Dashboard Confessional