......*lets out a huge sigh*..........

I just wish people sometimes wouldn't just let me leave. That they'd put up a fight to keep me. IRL and online. Especially when I am as depressive as I have been lately. Here's a hint: If we are talking and you feel I am being depressive/mopey/emo or you know I am don't let me just walk away. Try and make me tell you what it is. Yes it is frustrating for both you and me. You because well we all know me and we all know I don't talk that easily about things that are bothering me that much and me because its hard for me to express myself. I'm sorry I'm a stubborn bitch but I don't know any other way to be. And I'm sorry I don't often let my shields down.