i don't know.

i think i made the right choice in staying with Him. I don't know anymore though. With the depression I'm going through, I don't want to really do anything. Not even see Him. I don't want to go to sleep, I don't want to wake up, its like I'm empty inside. Like I'm a shell of who I use to be. I don't feel like myself anymore and I don't like it. No matter what, He has my heart, its just easier to continue whatever we have then to break it off completely. He says He loves me but I'm so unsure of anything anymore. When will this end?